i don't get you

i dont think that i did something that hurt you

2 days ago, our relationship was ok, but what happen in this 2 days just makes me confused
i dunno what happen, i did nothing! and suddenly you sent me that thing and you just look upset with everything and those related to me. and i dunno what i did exactly that made you are like that. well if i did or i do something that hurt you or hurt somebody else that related to you, just tell me. i don't ever get you if you just keep silent and say that everything is alright, and nothing happen. but i do know that there is something wrong with you.

i'm sorry but i have to say that you start to ruin my life. i'm so disappointed with you. well just tell me that there is a problem, then we can solve it together, than you just keep it your self and start to blame me everytime without acknowledge that you really blame me, please talk, then we can solve it together, and we start in new life, better life.

well either you and i know that we need to support each other. because i know that now is really tough time for you. you need to think about your exam, college, your future, everything! either do i. i need to think how i can survive as alien in this land. the land that i used to dream everytime, and now i am here. well, don't think that i never had tough time, i do have tough time like you do.

well you said nothing, and what i suppose to do? i can do nothing because i don't know the problem and i think that i just can do nothing, because you said nothing happen.

oh please, i really need your thought.