well i really miss yah and i am old

miss yah so badly!!

today i realize that i really far-far away from them
i really wanna back to my normal life
no snow [obviously], chat with some friends [directly! face to face! not via chatroom], and back to my normal school life

oh crap i really miss them!

today i feel like the worst mood ever, although many school assignments wait in line to get done, although i haven't write my newsletter yet, although i haven't pack my stuff because of the "new year's new life" thing, and i feel like oh come on! this is free time, fun time! you have nothing to do for this moment! duh....that's an evil! i really need to set my mind up again. this mind is being crazy, being lazy, and being dizzy!


vee, you almost seventeen, in 2 months, like people said, you will have grown up. and now look at yourself. you are barely nothing! in this 16 years 10 month what thing have you been learned? nothing....

alright now, grab your book, read chapter 1 through 9, put the sticky notes every 5 pages, then done

don't think that you are all set! grab your mind comes along with your body, sit in front of your laptop type something in your ms. word and don't ever try to check your facebook or fs or any other stuff online or you never get done your newsletter.

come on see your room! that's so nasty! grab your stuff over the tables. hang on your clothes. throw that trash away. don't collect them like in the dump. flip your blankets in the right place. then wash your clothes! oh yeah dude, it is sunday! you are supposed to wash your clothes.
you forgot it?? duh... you are really aging


ps: my dad is really sick and now it is time to wake him up and get dinner